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smile

This rush... A look and I blush Smile to my lips is back The dream of every night The comfort I've craved The calmness to my soul This is exactly how I dreamt So enchanting, I doubt if its real. Suddenly the world has gone blur No one has a face, but you. Eyes, so magnetic  Prettiest smile, I've ever seen. Oh our silly laughs  You listening to my meaningless talk Makes me wonder if I'm dreaming. Maybe the rain isn't too bad(with you) World isn't cold anymore Every moment is like sunset Hours move like minutes  The moon is up Yet, I'm unable to let go of your hand Would stitch it together, only if I could. To stay with you is never tiring  Looking at you is where I find solace. Miss enraged has let out her vulnerable side Never knew someone could bring a change, so good Miss gloomy is now miss sunshine The smile you brought with you never leaves I glow better than never before. Never knew I could grow such fondness. The words don't do justice to what i feel, ...

Love the dark but...

I'm friends with the dark Yet the flame seems calling  Burnt once yet drawing towards it Flame, so beautiful, isn't it? But I've sought solace in the dark  I yearn for the flame. It breaks and makes at the same time. On the border, Flame welcomes while the dark pulls. Scars it left don't seem to fade So alluring,  I try to crawl. Can I feel it and not get burnt. Can't I have both. To held in the fire's grasp,is all i want. But chose be blinded by the dark...

Orange fur

That four-legged comfort Though quiet Could understand and be understood. Made me smile the brightest.  A moment with him, enough to forget all blue. End to the desertedness, I thought But now can't fill the void you've left. Those eyes filled with magic, no one can replace. Gaiety snatched, I'm in chaos Spiraling, inexorably. Grey has taken over again, rainbows vanished. He made my inner child radiant. A piece of me! Lost. His excitement made me lively. A bond so close-knit, can't let go.

tired

Tired of being misunderstood  Exhausted of explaining  Frustrated,  She slits.. Not a tear drop left, She panicked  Pulls the band Always asked to fulfill expectations  Asked to bloom when withering  But never cared what she wants Was told not to be her Sugarcoat herself.  Crawling for help, she bleeds. Bottling up everything, loosing herself piece by piece.

A poem

For once, I want to be a poem  and not a poet. To be the moon in your sky and the constellation in your mind. For once, To be in someone's head, to be a reason for crimson. To be understood  Appreciated, Praised.  To be looked at, Observed. I want to be poem Not a poet To be the sunshine, not the grey. To be treasured, And cherished. For once I want to be a poem Not a poet. P.s.a: im not so vulnerable guys I heard this "for once i wanna be poem and not a poet" and just melted off I wanted to write more but...writers block you know?!

I want it too!

I also want to be the main character For whom everyone drools. I would walk and the time stops. I want to do the things they show in the movies! I wanna do it all. All the cutesy stuff, A walk along the beach, long drives at night, a hot cup of coffee. Wanna drench in rain and dance. Maybe I'm being narcissistic  But, I want to that girl,too!

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The worst fears have come true Nightmare are now alive. Blinded by the absence of night Not a beem of light seen. Not a tear spare, Tis' the time of acceptance.  Room filled with eerie winds,  While I shatter, every piece wails. Not even single ray of hope Its all nothing but void. The rainbow seems black and white I just someone to hold me tight! Its gloomy all over, nothing's in my hand. I question my fate, are miracles even real?