she knows it now....

She knows it now..."

She used to wonder what depression was,
And why people die for this small cause.

She was a little kiddo
Playing under a meadow

Cute And smiley
Careless and giggly.

She grew up and got to know it's a disease
And it's was was only to cease

She never knew what's a blue but just rainbow
Whatever might happen she'd win on her tippy toe

Never did she know she too will have this
Never did she think her life too,will be a crisis

She used to shield herself with her own armor
But once broke down by just a rumor

Started hardships with childhood trauma
Never did she think, she'd want to use a full-stop rather than a comma

Was an extrovert slowly turning into an introvert..

The one who was like the part animal
Now tuned into a lonely prodigal

It all piled up, anger
She hanged in there, just as always her clothes were on hanger.

Stopped going out
As she was always left out

Had no one but herself
Caresses herself and consoles too
Loves and hates too

Had no lover or friend
Turned into a God fiend
She was cool in the days but it breaks out at night, she cries

Felt in her chest, a pain
There were floods this , not just rain

Every day was the same
She'd just put on a fake smile, always it came

Every minute she begged for warmth and love
While everyone showed her she was the one they want to get rid of

She knows it now ....she has it ,
Now wants to be wrapped and put into a kit.

Wants nothing but to die
Has nothing to do but cry.

For everything, she  prays and seeks, is restless but still waits.

She knows it now, she is one of them,
Now, helps others not to be like them.

She knows it now, why they chose to die rather than to fight,
Fight for what when there's no match stick to
light...

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Cuz it got deleted.....lol