Hitting reality

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 Today, I woke up and realized, I might leave this place where I lived for 16 years.Maybe this what is called being attached. 

Reality hits so bad when you have nothing to do. So you just stare at nothing and your mind voice does it.

I learnt what I was doing, what I need and what I was asking. What I wanted and how I was expressing it.

Going to a new place isn't big deal but it isn't a small thing either. 

My fright was hidden under the excitement of leaving and experiencing new things.

Though I'm confident, there's something pulling me back. Not knowing if this is what is meant for me or I just rushed...

Leaving everyone and every memory I made during is 16 years. Fir the first time ever I felt sentimental for a place.

Having no idea what's around me, I just go with the flow, letting things happen freely and not interrupting....






~grey


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