Depression

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Now that its gone it feels like it was never there.
And when its here it geels like it never left.

It's like grey taking over the sky,
and blue taking over my mind.
Everything so dim and low 
even the rainbow seems off.
My cries so loud, unheard.

A masked face i carry.Dramatic.
From afar the brightest.
From close just grey.

A feeling that i dont belong here
and am unseen.
My silence so quiet,no one notices.
And if you ask, "I'm great".

It's a cage, hard to get out off and easy to get into.
A trap so deep, never ending,
nothing is helping.
For love and warmth I beg,
the winter i receive..... 





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